What a way to end last night or rather begin today ... 3 years ago today, I bade father a final goodbye.
(Don't know whether these journal entry reminders are a good idea)
I knew what I was getting into because I knew that I would be looking at funeral photos, but I just couldn't help it ... so I relived the memories (or should I call it my nightmares) and cried again. I miss you Father, I really do! Will I ever get over losing you?
Yesterday I thought that I handled your death anniversary pretty well ... Well sigh ... Regardless of whether or not I cry, I know I will never forget you or ever stop grieving. I feel that up until now, hardly anything (outside of our family) can hurt me any more because I have really really grieved so so deeply and sadly when I lost you forever. 😢😡
Ok I will try to recall what Sheryl Sandberg shared. And get some sleep.
Goodnight Father ... and I can almost hear you say Goodnight girl ... (Bawl)
Note:
Sheryl Sandberg Gives UC Berkeley Commencement Keynote Speech
https://youtu.be/iqm-XEqpayc
Transcript: Sheryl Sandberg at the University of California at Berkeley 2016 Commencement
http://fortune.com/2016/05/14/sandberg-uc-berkley-transcript/
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